Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Week 28 in Italy


Wow. What a week. We had a good weekend and then left monday night for Savonna. We stayed the night in Savonna with the sisters there, and then headed up to Alessandria yesterday morning bright and early for zone conference. It was great! It was our zone and the Torino zone combined. We talked a lot about discipleship and about how we can better apply the principles of the gospel to our investigators needs. It was great! I love conferences. I love being with all of the missionaries. There is such a special spirit with all of them.

Roberto gave me like an entire bagful of little stuffed animal presents... He was like "Sorella Tokarski, Mi mancherai!!!!!!!" which means I will miss you. 
I'M NOT LEAVING YET NOOO! 

It's strange to have the occasional reminder that life goes on at home even while I'm gone. The time flies and I'm so caught up in the work. (That's how it should be.) People get engaged, people get mission calls, siblings change and change and change some more, things happen without you. But that's the beautiful thing about life. There is a time and a place for all things. I know with all of my heart that this is my time and my place right now here in Sanremo, Italy serving the Lord. I am grateful to know that God has personalized plans for each and every one of us, and as we live out those plans, we have so much joy and happiness. 

Studying on the train to zone conference
It's hard to watch laziness get in the way. Laziness is one of the biggest problems that I have seen on my mission. People come up with excuses saying that they don't have time, or they're just too busy and had too much going on to read their scriptures, or to say their prayers. I repeat the words that my ever so wise father always said to me: If you have time to send your text messages, update your facebook, and whatever else you're doing with technology, you have time to read your scriptures and say your prayers.

Missionaries in my zone
IT'S NOT THAT HARD. It is an absolute necessity for our souls. I think about all of the time that I have wasted in my life. I regret a lot of it. How much stronger would I be right now if I had taken more time to study the gospel, to do service, or to participate in church related activities? Doing the basic things and not allowing laziness to get in the way is VITAL in our lives. Please. Just do it. The blessings will come.

I love being a missionary and I love having the opportunity to repent every single day. I am not perfect. I am not any better than any other person with whom I serve or with whom I find or teach. I know with my whole heart that daily repentance is necessary. We need it. God expects it.

We all have weaknesses and challenges. They are necessary for our progression. That's what we have the atonement for. Use it. 

I love you all. Thank you for your support and prayers. 

love, 
Sorella Tokarski 

The story of Evalina and Claudio will come next week. MIRACLES. They are the couple that we are with in this picture.